i need to find myself back
what i really want
who i really love
which i really cares

Alone is a better choices

When u had nothing to lose
then u had nothing to be afraid

Sometimes i miss.sometimez i hate
sometimes i lost Sometimes ....

I really think a lot

But this is life

There always chances
no need purposely
no need forces

There will be a time comin
for u n me

please leave me alone
ur act is too sick

果然
最触动我心旋的
永远都是家人

只是简单地问一问会不会有花而已

就给我 这样的答案
我很无言咯

其实也不该期待什么

反正 我早就已经知道了

但我很开心的事
我还是会流眼泪的
我还以为我怎么了呢

你究竟 是谁
那么近 却又那么远

看不清 你真实的模样
看不出 任何端厄

看不清 你隐藏的究竟是什么

何必 躲躲藏藏
何必 遮遮掩掩

如果有那么多秘密
干脆 就自己吧

何必来招惹我呢？

其实 宾不是不能一个人
所以 也别太高估你自己了

很多时候 越是在乎 却越容易失去

越不在乎  反而 会有出乎意料的结果


i dont care
and i just had enough
what shud i care so much about the people
who dont really matter to me?
im still have those who are still concern about me
im shud appreciate those but no those hu just wan c the drama of u..

life is full of choices
and it take experience and time to make a wise one

在过去的两个月中
尽力了太多事

大悲 希望 伤心 煎熬

其实很心力交瘁
其实 很不懂自己

有时候 觉得自己好笨
总是 太容易相信一个人
总是 太容易 陷入
总是 太容易原谅

是该多想想自己了

太多太多
即使 想回到过去
但给的伤 太深刻
忘不掉 所以只好往前走

希望有一天 可以微笑看回去
并衷心感谢 你给的成长

我其实 现在 并没有 很开心
太多的事
一直烦着我
而我 到底该如何
我也不懂


只好见步行步

有时候 别太高估我对你的爱
别太挥霍 我对你的爱
我的爱 宾不是无限的

其实 我比谁都还希望 我可以更爱自己
为自己 多想想些

四年了，烟消云散

再见了，我最美的青春

25岁！
人生的另一个阶段
对自己更好吧！
：D

im not sure it is the right one or not

but it is the decision i make by my own

then what i can do is hold up and see how it goes

if it still does not work, what can i say?

but i hope for the best

and believe in myself.

2015, please be good....


 u break me hard at the first day
i hope there are colourful rainbow waiting for me...

MY new chapter of life will begin soon!

after struggle for 2 month finally settle down but however it another nightmare begin!

what point har?
no choice im gona grow up and start to be a real adult which earn money by myself!

gd lcuk and all the best to me!
hope the distance dint knock me down
and the company is good:(

what i can ask for more?

finger cross to pray hard!
gambateh!!

it is really heart broken
no words can explain my feeling

:'(

fuyoh, off to london tomolo at 430am!

first time backpack to city
im excited
hope it gona be great and dont rain too much plz :(

Blackpool 29.06.14

This is a place which also near to the sea

the place is famous of the tower and also the theme park

due to the limited time

we decided to try the theme park at oversea~

wanna to know hw different it can be from the malaysia one!

seriously that day i duno y

it too rush for me until i wear wrong pant

only the short pant!

im usually gona put on legging sock 

what a mistakes!

At here, the sun always bluff us

YES!I CAN C the very bright sun on top!

however the wind are very strong too

i cant stand the cold!sobsob

The themepark name is pleasure beach!

let us have our selfie first before 吓倒脸青青！

actually im a person cant really play too 刺激ei game

im definitely will become 脸青唇白的

according to my experience before

T.T

OKLA, im admit im 俗辣！

在这次中 我抱着豁出去的心情来玩

这里的外国人都好淡定

只有我们喊到好像鬼这样

hanah hanah 其实我最大声!T.T

不过它的游戏还真的满好玩

算是体验到了

其实还有一个更刺激的就是360转然后向后又360转的 

我没玩到

原因我觉得我已经到一个limit了！

果然是对的选择

朋友们坐下来后都很晕

不然我想我会在那边大吐特吐

坐过山车的时候

可以看到整个themepark外加一望无际的海！

整个就是很赞！

恐怖的时候 给那风景美到了！

看到人家赢回来的超大狗狗 也要拿来拍一拍

这个游戏还蛮有趣的

必须要骑在马上然后好像在赛马这样

当然是假的马来

以为可以轻轻松松坐在上面

哪里知道也还蛮恐怖的

因为骑在马上跟地面有一定的距离

有时候感觉会被甩出去的感觉

不过 真的很好玩阿！

最后 我们三个都累了

就只好自拍

作古作怪一下

haha

这群人 看到我自拍就全部涌了上来！haha

欢乐时光过得特别快

又是时候说拜拜！

最后跟超可爱的patrick和sponge bob 合照

MANCHESTER  14 JUNE 2014

I should blog about long time ago

but i just too lazy

because this journey is very rush and v spend more time on a shopping center

seriously quite disaapointed ler

a little bit hiphop style go to manchester

hehe

i get the pass to go in!

the stadium is definitely very big!

once v get into the restaurant

we are addicted to the chair

i think the local people sure think 

why these people acting so funny

just a chair with the name!

not the real person pun

sory, plz allow us to be sampat k! ><

i remember who make me watch football match

the person sure is the most handsome in the world david beckham!

i always wanted to see him only

unluckily

he already old and no more kicking ball lo:(

the stadium is absolutely big

u can imagine hw many people were here when there is a match?

definitely very crowd!

rooney is one of the one genius too

i remember he help england in so many ball before neh

left my footprint at here

it is so funny

v r acting like v r the football member

walking out from the tunnel

it is so fun

especially the speaker ask me dont smile

must be serious

lol

helllo beckham

can you be real?

haha

sot liao, this hua chi ei nv ren..

overall it is quite interesting however the time limit is very tight hope can be there next time!:)

Whitby
a city which near to the seaside
it probably the most beautiful place i seen in the uk
i love here so much with the view here
i always addicted to seaside
feel the sea wind it can make me calm! LOL

WIND blow so strong

my hair is so messy

haha

but i definitely enjoy it!:D

THE FAMOUS colourful small room here

actually the small room is store room

is for the people store their thing inside

sampat ing with my shanshan

my wu ti dong gang

it like finally v get the colourful shot here

no lover here so can take sweet sweet photo like others

that y v 2 stick together

girls power!

we like "ki siao" an kuan

spend about 2 hours ++

just take photo around here

 WT!

seriously is takeing too much photo here!

my idea to hav this idea

hope so much i can have a shot with my dear too

still have long way to go

sure have chance right？

finally we move to this view

can c all the shop and houses

really really beautiful！

jump jump everywer!

unfortunely i wear skirt today

jump can make high possibility to "run light"

haha

but im wearing the "da di ku"

so im not so scare!

hehe

love the jump shoot very much neh :)

i wish i can live at here too!

all people have mention about goin to whitby must try the fish &chip!

since here is near to seaside

really yummy yummy

here ei chip like no need money an kuan

they always give a lot of it!

sometime eat til wan vomit lo

><

the other view which is closer to the seaside

i try to blow the dandelion 

however it was too little

and the wind already make it blow some d

u can see from my face!haha

opps, 玛丽莲梦露pose

skirt dont blow up plz!

haha

i dint buy the ticket to get upstair

it cost about 7 pound to enter

not very worthy though

so just have a shoot on downstair only

my friend have been complained by other she cant take good photo

however i believe that actually when other say so

it definitely will make the person feel bad 

and also think she cant do it

so i teach her

and seriously i love the every shoot she take

GOOD JOB girl

dont sad ya

end by a post at the moutain

seriously love the place

it mayb my first also last time to be here

miss it so much

ohya

the sweet here is really delicious and colourful too!

is a must try thing here too

yummy yummy

especially i love the mice

it so sweet yet it got the special inside

really tasty!