2011年9月22日星期四

every one hav chance to choose
u make the decision u take the risk
it all on you
nobody cant force to do wat ever u dont wan

i see hw u hurt urself
hw u struggle
n giv urself a short dream although it not real
u say the day spent together with him count as forever
forever is mean for wat?
for some people
even 1 day is mean forever for them


why some people hav to end up a relationship with hurting people
dont u know it realy hurt?
if u care u wont hurt me like tat
dont try o find excuse for urself
it cure urself bt not t person u hurt








 super like tis photo
it take by my lovely rocky



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my hostel bcum so smelly since bac  after my sembreak..
i duno wether is t cherry o t refeigerator..
it smell like sour
super geli a><
today i go toilet(cus refrigerator near t toilet)
t smell very heavy it sound wan busuk die me..
like ho lu si ho lu si
u Cant IMAGINE HW SMELLY IS IT
omg
when my hostel can turn to normal...
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最近一直看到身边的朋友们失恋
很多都是很久了的,三年或五年
看到他们很心痛,拼命要去挽留或者毅然放弃纵使心在淌血
当他们再去反省自己的过错时却发现另一个事实
其实他们这么做已是不必要的
因为当初的熟悉的那个他已经不在了
最重要的他已经不爱了
最简单却最伤人的

我看到她努力的充实自己
说着他与她的故事
从很宠很疼到最后却给了这么大的伤害
试问有那个爱你的人会在有你的情况下却和你的朋友有着暧昧关系?
试问有哪个很好的朋友会背着你和你的他暧昧?
当一切被揭穿
原来以前的美丽画面下都是丑陋不堪的
还是或者说当初的都是真心的但后来变质了?
我想都是以前的回忆太美好
当残酷的事实发生时
才会那么的让她心痛

通过她的画
显现出他的情况
她用她的画在说话
说着她的心情
茫然,逃避到后来的放开都一一表现在她的画中
可是她最后还是决定离开这个伤心地
到新加坡去独立生活
从中学会了很多并且长大
很多复杂的事都被一一化小
真的很为她骄傲
加油哦~

relationship is not the only in our life
let go n keep on
tat the right way can do
stay on the side and cry cant help you for anything
become stronger n learn something from that
it is the one of your experience
maybe is hard for u fall in love to another one
but dont upset
the only one the good one will always at there when the timing come
at that moment u wil realize what u get through 
help u to bcum a better person
memory just only memory
cheer up my friend...
kiss n hug...

2011年9月19日星期一







18/9
it sunday again
time to meet my baby vinx
t first week to start my new sem
too many thing to take
so hav to trouble my baby to fetch me
soli na
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beside that v hav a small photoshoot today~
those pix below are taken by nicky~
actualy is another photographer take one
bt din get t pix yet~
t green field is a great view to shot~
the weather r not gd so out next plan can sucess cus avtualy xi jian wan to photoshoot at beach
so sad
 
i hav u at my bac~i oways do ,right?

 
let t wind blow
 
act like model...hehe
 
i like tis got some romantic feel~
 
hide n seek~u GOT me~

after that,v hav movie together~
johnny english reborn
it quite fun...
t mr bean realy sohai la
muahaha~

bi,i miss u dy althought v jz met yesterday.
i nid ur arm to hola me sleep~

2011年9月15日星期四

my holiday life

sept 15
i hav cry enough for today
hey,tear
y u so weak huh?
keep on drop n drop
dunwan to write wat happen d
it wil make me cry again

everyone deserve a chance to fix their wrong
if my try look like im doing nothing for u
so wat can i say more?
i hate to explain
it better to let u jz misunderstand me
i dun wan to spend my mouth to defend  for me
for those who r no believe on me
i wan to work asap
singapore,do u welcome me...
i wil go when i finis my studies..

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weiweiweiwei
y u drop again har?
isk..
y i oways cant do t thing one
i nid a shoulder n arm to hold on
:(


forgot bout t sad one~
thx leng "mummy" to encourage to write my blog~

my holiday start from august 29~
our class planning to go autocity tao for our dinner with our lagal teacher miss choo~
let t pix told t story
tat day v met tat laughing gor go to promote r konsert n they having dinner at tao too
haha
face to face c t laughing gor a...he is veli tall lo~
tat day v eat til veli full lo
salmon abalon musell icecream all in our stomach
it hard for to not bcum piggy
then my centcent somemore bring me go eat tomyam a...
i think i bcum piggy is not a problem lo
haha..when im bac i forgot my 1 bag at my teacher car a...so damn cham,my spec n t solution all in tat bag.
OMG.t NEXT DAY i go met her to get bacmy bag.
reali soli to trouble miss choo lo><





then i hav a movie n sushi day with my dear~


after tat day i spend my day with sinyee~hav a tang lung hui with her family~it like bac to childhood time...haha..v hav bbq too..haha..hav a great time at there~athough there r jz me one of frnd..all is their reatives~


u c t first tanglung like angry~
sin yee sista n bro light many of candle ~
her bro try to light a love shape,bt i think it is a fail one~

there r no place for me,so im capture myself>

hari merdeka,my bro hav no work~so v go to penang gai gai for tat day,n hav dinner at my sista steamboat there~quite nice~shud go n try~plus my bro n his gf  got a little childish la...hope dun happen again..i seem like  a nice jiejie cus his gf told so..haha
next,t cuming sunday,out with my ovely one~actualy v plan go botanical garden to hav a photoshoot,however,there is a mistake,v go al along t batu feringi road n reach tmn negara><
it like for ppl to climbing n go t another smal island one..tis pix is take on t bridge upper t sea..im so bad luck lo..im wearing high heel n t road got hole hole one...n i scare high..bt dun wan to spoil their mood n hav to walk along t bridge..so i decide to take down my heel..im look like sampat lo nia

 after that v go to the tree monkey to hav our dinner~t pix take t beach near to t tree monkey~~

 tis is t restaurant~


t next day i hav my photoshooting with qi n baby nick~


t next day,before qi n yuan going bac uum~v go raja uda hav tomyam mee~

jz a qi one ppl abonene nia~

t other next day, with my primary skul go meet our teacher b4 they all going bac their skul...actualy quite nice t gathering,noeing wat they r doing o work nw~n one of t ppl his mouth too sweet liao,i reali beh tahan him nia..he t one kena me shoot gaigai>


i guess i another day dy~my 三姨hav come here to giv us some mooncake...she is so careless bcus she left t mooncake at bus forgot to take down..so cham..ioso duno y their r so exciting to photoshoot together~haha
then im out with eugene~my"leng zai"frnd,he bcum more handsome liao...hahav go down to gurney to sing k..quite enjoying to sing with u~gambateh with ur job at singapore ya~n take care~


then is sunday again~meet my dear d~hehe~v go watch t smuf~it is veli cute cartoon n movie~i like it so much~lalalalaa~then v go hav some tomyam at centre~
he oways say he is t hand some one,but how come he din realize im t most pretty one~haha~joking~
our tomyam soup~

then my classmates coem my hometown to find me~~first station is carnival~v r excited o go there~t yilin so funny one like to giv ppl name.cus there r a gang of boy go there too..n she name them seafood---->lala==""make me swt somemore 七八--->qi go pei...i peng san...realy funny nia~
v most like t bubble spa~~it so fun~after that,at nite v go the musical restaurant to yamcha~chit chat there~

 t next day v go to our a lon ko eii shop to eat hokien mee n kari mee~it is quite nice too..his mummy treat v all eat free~kakaka...then a lon show his pet~it is some kind of rat~super active one~climb here n there..n he oways promote to us to buy tis home~only rm250...haiyo..i rather buy dog la...dog is more cute~


after that v go village mall kiakia n hav some cake at secret recipe~then v go eat t laksa n say byebye to them~thx u all to come~~


there is t time i spend with online n movie~

i finally watch finis my gossip gurl~it is super nice..n i like chuck veli much~
although he not a gd guy~but i like his attitude cus in his heart jz only hav blair only~
t end of t season 4 he let go blair to hav her fairy tale with a real prince however they r ove each other><
cant wait to watch t season 5 hw it going on~hope chuck n bair will bac to gether!my next
 movie is vampire diaries~woohoo~

my holiday left 2 day only~
haiz so sad bz life start dy bt i enjoy it
it rather sit at home nothing to do n scold by ppl ~
i a bit scare n not comfortable
cus i have a new roomates.
hope v can b gd frnd la~^^


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just be strong
i look like crazy one in this pix...however it suit me for today
cus im just know my result for today
i hav fail 1 subject for tis time
sad de me..
im edi hav study n do my best
however
some ppl jz c t bad of u but never t good one
i shud be understand it for long time ago